tavern (chance to relax))

*icontinue to drink my kool-aid and relax*

*its a really really really late and dark night and I can be seen walking in the tavern. I walk to a empty table in the back of the tavern and fall I asleep*

I walk into the tavern, the edges of my denim trenchcoat drags along the floor behind me. It would usually fit fine, but in my younger state it was way to big for me. Instead of heading to my normal place at the counter, I sit at a table near the back. I pull my log book from my bag and flip through it as I record new data.

*I walk into the tavern.*
So, is this were "humans" relax...it looks fun.
*I pull up a stool and sit in it while looking around.*

*my snoring can be heard very loudly throughout the tavern*

My sensitive hearing magnifies the snores to an unbearable point. I glance at Terry, a look of pain on my face before putting my book away and getting up. I walk to his table and glare at him before pulling a warp box from my bag, expanding it, and putting it over his head. Now that his head and snores were in another dimension or time or place, it was much quieter in the place. I walk back to my seat, happy that the painful noise was gone.

*I look at the stranger commit the deed.*
...he won't die will he?

I look at the stranger and grin behind my mask. "Of course not. When he wakes up, the box will come off his head. Well...now that I think about it...He won't die unless his head is underwater or there's some ravenous animal where his head is..." I tap my cheek in thought.

*I look at you with dead eyes.*
...humans are cruel...

"Aa...That is of the truth, but that's true of all animals."

*i walk in and sit down*

*I walk into the Tavern and have a seat* One Cotton Candy Shake. *I ask for one Cotton Candy shake and wait*

cotton candy shake? is that possible?
*i walk over to aeon and extend my hand*
im kai

I look to Aeon as he sits down and wave happily to him. "Heya Aeon~!"

*i wake up and order a coffee*

Kai, hey. * iextend my hand and shake yours.* Yea it's possible. Hey Dira, aren't you awfully happy

I move to pick my warp box up from where it fell from Terry's head and shove it back into my bag before sitting back down. I scratch the back of my head sheepishly as I speak. "Not really, but I figure false enthusiasm and optimism is better than none at all."

*i look at terry and throw a harmless ball of seinaru at him*
wassup terry?
*i look at the girl*
hi, the name's kai

*I walk in not noticing everyone, grab a glass and a bottle of vodka off the bar and sit down at a far table*

My ears twitch at the other's voice and I bow politely. "Nice to meet you Kai. I'm Sadira."

Actually no enuthusiasm and optimism is a lot better than any. *I take a sip of of Cotton Candy Shake*

Frowning at Aeon's words, I tilt my chair back and think. "But...How is that? If you don't have any then what makes you want to continue? And the world is dreary enough as it is...You need something to brighten it up."

*i grab a random drink and listen to the conversation*

*I continue to sit and listen in on the conversation as well.*

Well, most happiness is only temporary anyway. Once the laughing and smiling stops, what's left? The truth, the fact that no one can be so positive, even if they say they are, it's not true. *I sip my drink* Being happy, finding something "good" in the dreary world...it's too much of a hassle. Just let what happens, happens. Don't look for the good, in my opnion, it's an empty search.